I've been reminiscing today. It's been almost a year since my husband and I married and he sent me the most heartfelt text this morning during his work shift.
He said:
Keep up the good vibes. See you soon. I love you so much, I can't imagine my life without you. That's not entirely true - I CAN imagine my life without you, it just makes me incredibly sad, so I don't.
___
I think there comes a point in our lives where we have a moment of realization that we're on the right path and with the people who feel destined to be at our side. For me, that moment came this morning.
I suppose I should preface this by saying that we've been trying to have a baby for the last seven months and it's been a difficult road. Especially last month with the miscarriage...but we endeavor on.
It's been especially hard since one of my good friends became pregnant her first month of trying. It's been hard to be supportive, and hard to not feel jealous or judgmental of how she's handling her pregnancy.
I suppose with the new year comes a new outlook. For me, this means looking inward on my own life and making the decision to not let things not within my control to rule my thoughts.
It is, of course, harder than expected ;)
Till next time!
Pam
He said:
Keep up the good vibes. See you soon. I love you so much, I can't imagine my life without you. That's not entirely true - I CAN imagine my life without you, it just makes me incredibly sad, so I don't.
___
I think there comes a point in our lives where we have a moment of realization that we're on the right path and with the people who feel destined to be at our side. For me, that moment came this morning.
I suppose I should preface this by saying that we've been trying to have a baby for the last seven months and it's been a difficult road. Especially last month with the miscarriage...but we endeavor on.
It's been especially hard since one of my good friends became pregnant her first month of trying. It's been hard to be supportive, and hard to not feel jealous or judgmental of how she's handling her pregnancy.
I suppose with the new year comes a new outlook. For me, this means looking inward on my own life and making the decision to not let things not within my control to rule my thoughts.
It is, of course, harder than expected ;)
Till next time!
Pam
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